Life is like a set of paradox clubbed together .you are supposed to be happy but not gallivanting. You are supposed to appreciate beauty and spontaneity but stay away from inebriated beauties. You are supposed to feel but not show, lock it up. You are supposed to be SELFLESSLY HAPPY (see what I mean??).well I wonder if that state really exists. Aren’t you supposed to be happy first in order to make the other person swept by your glorious charm? (yeah I know sarcasm is indigenous to me) Well sure you smile involuntary at a laughing baby.. Sure you feel full and light after helping a 60s cross a road, but the truth is all these feelings are like reading upcoming DU Novelists after Ayn Rand (with no offence to them ,they are doing a great job).. they are like Flings ..they come.. Exhilarate you for a moment.. and they are gone before you even blink your eye. They can be felt and enjoyed for a short while but they cannot be lived..so fellas now what you are actually left with and believe me this is the ugly part is the stark reality with its extant guidelines constantly messing with your head. What should I do of my Boss sucking the life outta me? MBA or job?money money money ? social life? Politics at work place? Family? Mahnn I feel like donkey.. and yes the best one for the last ..Is my gf too hot for me? Wait this one is even better.. was my previous gf better than this one? Dun even let me start on girls there CRAPPED ZONE is way bigger than guys varying from a dress disaster to juggling families and supporting lives and honestly they should be given a medal for that.
What I have mentioned here as levities are different forms of dilemmas and insecurities messing with our heads like an EMI ,only difference being that at least EMI has the courtesy to be due only once a month. So Guys.. When was the last time we were completely happy? I am not talking about “its weekend and its beer time “happiness but about sitting alone n feeling all set, confident, relieved, jus no worry at all happiness.
PS- exclude people who are freshly in love (they are all bombed, it’s like nirvana of happiness..Sweet or cheesy? Could never figure it out)
Please include all the people who have started working after college and are above puppy love phase.
And yet we ride the life with narrowed horizons, increasing responsibilities, monotony and hypocrisy. Is it confusion or a Nail in the butt convenience..too scared about it getting deep and too lax for the effort to get it out.
Whatever it is .. it will take more of actions and less of thinking and apparently I am too tired for both right now. All I can say is GUD Luck guys .. leap your bit and end your dilemmas.
No fancy words this time probably no poetic endings..
sheer thoughts intertwined with nothing condescending.
A subdued spirit peeping out ready to break off..
a silent corner, a laptop and a running blog..
it might sound vague, it might not lift any fog..
by all means its just a load off.. a mere load off..
SIGNING OFF.
disappointed..
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ReplyDeleteV close to my heart tho . . N nt to forget a big help . . Ds
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why you babble out,you write your thoughts, okay that indeed good, you craft it beautifully, but this is the way how you think, not speak. you have to let your voice reach the nerves of the reader, in a tone that defines from where you are starting till the end in a well defined way/pattern, step by step. Think your reader as a layman a novice, who don't know who you are, what you think, but the only way to let it out is how you write it. Don't only focus on the matter, but also how you craft it in a more understandable form. Good wishes..
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